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oh yeah. i cursed alot. im trying to change myself. yee faa buat la. perangai macam sakai. urggghhhh. faa , please STOP being an immature. i cant. im sorry. im only me. ive tried fucking hard not to be myself and it become like oh im faking. everyone can see it. yeah im not okay. tula perangai macam budak budak. faa can u please STOP of being that immature type ? oke fine. ive tried to be matured every second. yea tgk la ape jadi. hell. im lost. begging for someone who can pulled me up again. stop crying faa. childish. kau keje asek nak nanges. orang menyampah laaa bodo. sorry i cant be perfect. i know i know i know. sukaaa buat keje merepek skang. dah tak twu nk buat ape. im singing alot skang. suka dengar lagu kuat gila babi mcam lancau. nanges non stop. hah yeah ! makan mmg macam haram. berat dah turun :DDDD yessssss :) always be with my diary hahahhaa. dah sbb kau suka mengadu kat diary kau. cemey , i miss you like crazy :'( swear. bole tak nak dia hidup balek ? sbb tk bole kan , kalo dapat pegy jumpa dia sure best kan :DD dah laa faa. jangan nak merepek macam ape kat sini.

note to self ; everything will be okay in the end. if its not okay , its not the end. be strong faa.